From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hello
you hot little thing,
How
are you? First day of school! Woo
Hoo! Is your back feeling better?
I
like renaissance painting, but this was transcendent (love that word). Plus, it is small. I like the fact that they are very
painterly. Bernini is amazing. He painted a pieta that was so sad. You could tell Mary had cried until she
couldn't but was still sad. Saint John
was still in the why? stage of grief. I
half expected them to move. We went and
looked at Rembrandt and then bolted. We
don't usually stay long.
I
have a variety of sleeping pills. I have
some that make me fall asleep and others that make me stay asleep. The problem isn't that I can't sleep so much
as I don't want to. It means I don't
want to take the sleeping pills either.
It is stupid. I am like a little
kid.
Work
should be ok today. My boss and lots of
other people are on vacation.
I
love you too gorgeous. I am looking
forward to seeing you again soon. I miss
you and need you.
SYB
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Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 10:25 AM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Good
morning my love:
Yeah,
first day of school! Now starts the homework! What new things I wonder I will
learn this year : ) I get why you like renaissance painting, but I find them
either boring or sad, still those guys could sure paint.
You
are insane, like a teenager. They never sleep either. You don't want to sleep
because? You might miss something? : ) I
get not wanting to take meds, I hate taking meds too of any kind. I hate to be
reliant on pharmaceutical companies, because one day they just decide they
won't make a product and that's that, like Tylenol. You take Tylenol all your
life, then one day no more Tylenol! but
in this case I prefer to.
How
come these guys are on vacation now? Isn't after labor day when everyone gets
back from vacation? No matter what, having one's boss away is a good thing. I
have a bunch of irritating things to do today like find out why the guy from
water board which claims the water meter is broken never showed up last Friday?
Then they threaten you and shit. I really miss having a well, like I did in
Harrison/Westchester. We had one of the last remaining wells in the area. I'm
really starting to think that despite my belief in government so many things
are better left private, like look at the difference between the post office
and UPS service. At least here. In Europe, perhaps because of less mobility,
people take their jobs more seriously and are better trained at it.
We're
all set for the 14th. My massage appointment is for 7:30. We should talk on the
phone sometime this week. We've never talked on the phone, do you realize that?
: ) I can't believe we won't see each
other for another ten days. Do you want to meet me at the Met this Friday at
5:15 for an hour or so?
I
like you needing me. Explain : ) I need you too, and I love you SYB.
XOXOXOXOXO
HFG
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Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 10:30 AM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
I
didn't see this message until now. What a treat, two messages in one morning :
) I love you
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
much.
What
happened with your feet when you biked? How did your wife get the air
conditioner out of the window? Isn't it heavy? Well, if it was old and a
nuisance, not such a loss. I guess if it gets hot, which I doubt, then you can
stick a fan in the music room.
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Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 10:46 AM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hello
HFG,
I
think I can do the Met on Friday. That
would be nice. Let me see if I can work
it out.
Not
sure why they picked this week. In my
bosses case, a little like mine, he has to work around the vacations of the
staff. This might have been his first
chance. He did mention that the kids are
not in school yet.
It
is a bit odd that we haven't spoken on the phone. You can call me anytime during working hours.
My
wife arranged for the landlord to come in and remove the air conditioner. He also repainted where it had been. He did a really nice job. We have fans, but they are so loud. I am hoping for cool weather which is in the
forecast.
I
need you because you have filled an important spot in my life and reawakened
feelings I haven't had in a long time.
You have become so important to me.
I look forward to getting your emails.
I think constantly about our next date.
I replay our last date in my head over and over. I need you because you are in my thoughts so
often. It is hard being in love with
someone when you don't get to share their life.
I
love you Roya. It has been so great
getting to know you. And best of all, I
think the best is yet to come.
SYB
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Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 12:29 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
OK,
one of these days, I'll call : ) it's like I'm shy about it, how weird, right?!
It thrills me to have awakened feelings in you, you haven't felt in a while.
You've brought out a feeling in me I had given up on feeling at all. When I
first see you, it's really heady, like it's for the first time. Then I get this
desire to feed you and chide you if you're not taking good enough care of
yourself (which for the most part you do), while the whole time I'm so aware of
you being a man, and am totally sexually attracted to you. On one hand, I
really like the fact that you can overpower me, hence me egging you on, and yet
I love that you're gentle and caring. It's a really strange and strong mix of
things. I think we've gone a bit beyond the fantasy stage. We're no longer a
blank to the other to paint with our own ideals. We now know each other more. I
hope we'll continue liking what we learn. I'm so glad that it's more real now.
I don't want you to be a figment of my imagination. I want you to be you, the
flesh and blood you, the David you. You're right, it is hard to be in love with
someone you have to share. I hate sharing you, but I get it.
I
believe that the best is yet to come too, but it won't be the best, an apex, it
will just get better and better into infinity.
I
miss you so much. I hope you can make Friday work.
XOXOXOXO
______________________________________________________
Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 12:44 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hey
HFG,
I
don't know what I was thinking about.
Well, I was thinking about you and how much I want to see you. Friday won't work. I will be with my mom.
Better
and better into infinity sounds really great.
I am so glad I met you. It has
been a dream come true for me. Getting
to know you has been quite a pleasure. I
am glad you are not just super fucking hot.
Not that I would have minded if you were just super fucking hot. Having the whole package like you is my lucky
break.
One
of my guitars developed an electrical problem this weekend. I had to ship it to my guitar guy. It was a little upsetting. I was getting very comfortable with this
one. Each has its own personality. It had been in the closet for a long
time. That is of course why it had
trouble. I hope he can get it fixed and
back before the next gig. It isn't my
primary guitar, but it would be nice to have it around as a spare. I hate to spend time and money on the
hardware. I need practice not hardware.
I
love you Roya. You are the best
girlfriend I could have. I am sorry I
won't be able to see you until next week.
SYB
_______________________________________________________
Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 2:10 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
I
knew your mom would be here, and it's only her second night in town, but I was
hoping for a sliver of time. Oh well, I totally get it. I'm sorry about the
guitar what a drag. Where do you have to send it? I guess guitars need to be
played with or they'd go out of shape like some other stuff : ) Do all your guitars need electricity? Do you
play none electric guitars or basses too? Is there such a thing as non-electric
bass? When is your next gig?
You're
a whole package too, so I'm just as lucky to have a SYB like you.
_____________________________________________________
Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 2:38 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
All
of my guitars need an amplifier and electricity. There are basses that do not require power,
but I don't play one. They are used in
classical and jazz but rarely in rock. I
have thought about trying one, but my apartment has enough junk in it. I send them to my college roommate in
Minnesota. He graduated from a luthier
school. Actually, he is a tennis coach
but does this for me. His work is
amazing. They come back to me better
than original. They are a pleasure to
play. Someday, when I go on tour with
the Rolling Stones, I will bring him along to take care of my instruments. He is a drummer too and a top notch
musician. When we were in college he was
20 years ahead of me. Unfortunately, he
is intellectually lazy. He won't study
math, but will memorize hundreds of bars of drum music. He got a job maintaining a tennis club,
having never played seriously. Now he
owns it and coaches some really high ranked players. He lives in his hometown with his huge
family. It is a good life for him. He has adult children now and is still
young.
They
do need to be played with. I could use
some maintenance about now. You are
really good at maintenance. If it were
up to me we would be maintaining each other 3 or so times a week. I really want to go down on you. That was so great. I can't get it out of my mind. Do you like having my tongue inside of
you? Or should I stick to the licking
and sucking? I couldn't tell if you
liked that or not. God, now I have a
massive erection. I wish I could fuck
you right now. Maybe on top of my desk.
Ok
then. You got me all worked up without
even trying. I am so into you. See, I need you.
Work
is boring. Today is going so
slowly. I love you Roya.
SYB
______________________________________________________
Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 7:31 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
So
much in life is like music : ) your friend sounds really interesting. I wish he
were here so I could send the girls for tennis lessons, especially if he
teaches as well as he fixes your bass.
I
don't believe I've maintained 3 or 4 times a week in a while, but with you, it
would've been so much fun! Alas, I guess once a week is the best we can hope
for. I loved you going down on me. It was great. You, I declare, have lots and
lots of talent. I'm not crazy about a tongue inside me, I did like your tongue on
the opening to my vagina, and especially when you licked my clit. Do you notice
it swelling under your tongue? I can't wait to practice with you again!!!!!
Once, we practice more, you'd know my reactions better. Fucking on your desk
would be fun. I've never fucked on a desk before. There are so many things I
haven't done before. I would like to do them with you. You have to tell me if
there is something you want me to do to you that you always wanted but haven't
done yet.
I
wonder how we will be after not seeing each other for so long. I guess it will
be three weeks by the time we see each other again. It feels like an eternity.
I
love you!!!
____________________________________________________
Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 10:05 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Are
you awake? Stay awake and chat with me : )
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Tue, Sep 4, 2012 at 10:44 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX 
love struck
______________________________________________________
Sep 4, 2012 at 10:49 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
I
hope I didn't miss you. I am awake.
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