Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Wednesday, November 26, 2014

A Brand New Feeling

Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 8:21 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Good morning HFG:

I had a fantastic time last night. You are a fucking awesome girlfriend. It was so great to get both my arms around you. I wanted to grind our bodies into 1. I didn’t want to take my hands off of you. You are so beautiful. I love you Roya.

How are you?

Have a great day.

Me
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 10:53 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Good morning Shiny!

I had so much fun with you too! You know, Kevin I had an insight last night. I’ve never been in love with anyone else the way I am with you. You’re a brand new : ) novel experience for me. My car service guy always says, “Life is very unpredictable.” Usually, he means it in a bad way, but sometimes it can be in a good way. I never thought at this age, I would have a brand new feeling.

It’s not just physical; if it were, we wouldn’t talk nonstop for what at times amounts to a full day, except of course when we do more exciting things : ) Central Park is never going to be the same for me ever again : ) I could smell the scent of your skin on my face all the way home in the cab, and it was so great, like I still had you with me.

I have to take care of some business today, like writing bills, answering emails, etc. Once the girls get home from camp, I’m taking them to visit my little nieces at around 3. I’ll leave Isabela  at my nephew’s and take Nadia to a birthday party at Bowlmor Lanes on West 44 Street, that starts at 5, and I guess waste an hour and a half somewhere until about 7, then pick her up, get Isa from my nephew’s and go home.

Did you work on your music when you got in? I listened to Slippin' In (that Buddy Guy is really good), and Love and Happiness on YouTube last night. I think they are my favorite songs of your repertoire so far.

And you, what are you up to?

 Hot for you FG : )
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 11:18 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

You are right my love. It isn’t just physical, although that is part of it. I am endlessly fascinated by you. We seem to enjoy each other whatever we do. I need that. Yesterday was like a vacation. It took me away for a few hours. I hardly had to think at all. I never felt this way before. You are awesome. I am so into you.

I practiced a little bit. It was hard, because I was a little bit drunk. I didn’t get to either of the two songs you mentioned. Unfortunately, both are being reconsidered. The Buddy Guy song has two guitars in it and we only have one. I don’t think that is a problem, but the guitar player and piano player do. Love and Happiness is a little nebulous. We are having trouble making it into a formal song. I hope we can save them both. The Buddy Guy song is great. Love and Happiness has long been a favorite of mine. See if there is the David Sanborn version on YouTube. The bass player, a cat named Marcus Miller, is one of the all-time great bass players  (Jazz musicians are referred to as cats).

I have meetings most of the day. We are playing softball tonight. I haven’t played since last season. Each year gets harder and harder because I play so infrequently.  It is kind of a work thing though. I need to interact with other people in the company.

I love you,

Me
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 11:49 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I’m sure you’re a much better softball player than you give yourself credit. Just keep your eye on the ball. Where do you play? 
 
I've been thinking that we need a song. And since you’re the musician, you should pick it. We can’t have a love affair without a song : ) Something that’s just ours.

I luv u!

Me
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 1:58 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello my love,

Baseball is not about how good you are, it is about how good you feel playing. Catching fly balls is kind of scary. It is a reflex, but you have so much time that your brain gets in the way. If you spend time worrying about it, you can’t have fun. At least, I am no worse than most of the others. I play right field usually, which is a place they put people they aren’t sure can catch. I only play because it is good to have relationships with people at work. They are really funny people. They are writers for SPIKE TV. I spend most of the time laughing.

Love and Happiness seems like it might be a good choice for our song. Both are true. Let me think about it.

I was totally ready to tear your clothes off yesterday a couple of times. Kissing you really turns me on. I love having both of my arms around you. It was so nice to get a full frontal hug. You have such a great body. I thought my cock was going to climb out of my pants.

I love you.

Me
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 3:20 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Well, since I haven’t played a day of baseball in my life, I wouldn’t know. So, have fun. It’s good to do something just for fun and not worry about performance. Writers for SPIKE must be some crew. Will there be plenty of crude jokes and comments? It’s a nice sticky hot day, so I wish I could get you right after you’re done playing, you’d be so hot and sweaty : )

I wish we were somewhere that you could’ve torn my clothes off. You’re such a gentleman, you don’t even put your hand up my skirt or grab my boob; you did grab my butt though, so maybe you aren’t such a gentleman after all : ) I love kissing you so much, and I love pressing up against you; I could feel your against me, and that was so HOT. I like touching you, although I perhaps should stop groping your crotch and butt in public and behave in a more ladylike fashion. What the nice-Catholic-Sunday-school teacher, mass-going part of you must think of me : 0

Love and Happiness is fun, but it’s your band’s song and that’s all it says, love and happiness, which is true as you say, so I’m not quite sure how I feel about it. Either way, no rush, one can’t rush such things.

I love you, go sweat and remember that somewhere in this city there is a woman who wishes she could put her hands all over your sweaty body.

XOXOXOXO
 
Moi
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 4:41 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I managed to get my hands on your naked ass a few times. I actually reached down your skirt while you were groping my crotch. That was really hot. You can grope me anytime you want. I hope I get a chance to strip you naked soon. We need to practice. I really want to fuck you. I also want to go down on your again. That was fantastic. I don’t need a ladylike girlfriend. I love my HFG just the way she is!

I am not a boob guy. Not that there is anything wrong with them. I do love having you rub your naked boobs on my naked chest when we are alone. I am all about ass and hair. You get high marks in both categories. Your beautiful face and awesome kissing skills get high marks too. I do think of myself as a gentleman. However, sometimes my cock has other ideas. It can be very persuasive.

I will be dripping with sweat. Maybe we will get a chance to get sweaty together.

SNB
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 10:25 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I managed to get my hands on your naked ass a few times. I actually reached down your skirt while you were groping my crotch.
Yes, indeed, I remember some of this, and how much I liked it, but overall give me a few drinks and I don’t know what the man is doing to me : ) It could also be that I was too distracted by your crotch, actually I would say that, that was definitely it.

That was really hot. You can grope me anytime you want. I hope I get a chance to strip you named soon. We need to practice. I really want to fuck you. I also want to go down on your again. That was fantastic. I don’t need a ladylike girlfriend. I love my HFG just the way she is!
Well, despite what you say, you won’t get a ladylike girlfriend out of me. I’ve always been more of a bacchante than Virgin Mary, or even Mary M, because I’m never contrite.

I am not a boob guy. Not that there is anything wrong with them. I do love having you rub your naked boobs on my naked chest when we are alone. I am all about ass and hair. You get high marks in both categories. Your beautiful face and awesome kissing skills get high marks too.
Lucky me, because in the best of times my boobs have been cup A/B depending on the manufacturer, but they were rather perky until I breast fed those two babies for six months each. That’s what breasts are really for though, so I don’t mind. I guess I better keep my ass in shape, so that my SNB won’t go off finding another HFG.

I do think of myself as a gentleman. However, sometimes my cock has other ideas. It can be very persuasive.
You are a gentleman, that’s one of the things I love about you, besides your cock that is, who I hope has plenty of ideas of its own. No maybes, I want to practice with you, and get sweaty with you anytime you like, any way you like. I want you to teach me.

How was the game? Did your team win? Although it wasn’t about that. It was about having a good time, so I hope you had fun and laughed a lot. I love it when you laugh! I listened to David Sanborn and Marcus Miller do Love and Happiness. They sound really good, even I can tell. I love the sax, I have to say, it can have such a sensuous sound; you think of a hot afternoon in New Orleans, in a hotel room, under just a sheet, with only the ceiling fan slowly turning, some long shadows on the walls, the sound of a sax wafting in through the open window, and your love next to you.

XOXOXO

HFG
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Wed, Jun 20, 2012 at 11:00 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,

You are just my kind of girl. Sweaty is definitely in our future. Really all you have to do is not cut your hair. I plan on taking you up on your offer. Let’s do lots of practicing. I hope soon. I will certainly be dreaming about it until then. I want your naked body at my disposal. I want to be alone with you.

We won. It was fun and there was plenty of laughter. I wasn’t able to go out with them afterwards. It was a fun evening.

Sweet dreams my love.

SNB.

 

 

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