Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Saturday, November 22, 2014

The Pleasures of Oral Sex

Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 12:17 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

 Hey you:

I guess you’ve crashed by now. I didn’t realize how long it takes to put the kids to bed. They’d been away, so they wanted to spend some time together. Email me tomorrow, and tell me what songs you learned, if you’re hot fucking girlfriend gave you any peace of mind to do so, and the emphasis being on “fucking” here. I didn’t get that thing you wrote about “coming so quickly into your feelings for me” being ironic. I can be really duh sometimes. Then when I was looking for “cork” I was like, omg, that’s too funny. And I bet you meant it : )

OK, Shiny, (do you mind when I call you that?) I’m off to bed. I went to sleep last night thinking of being in your arms. I love being enveloped in them; they’re so built and strong. Once, I want you to throw me over your shoulder, like a sack of potatoes : )

When you would toast our knowing each other into old age, I didn’t get it, now I do. That would be so cool, wouldn’t it? When you said you haven’t had a chance to please a woman like you did me (and boy did you ever please me : ) did you mean you haven’t wanted to until now, or that you haven’t had someone welcome it, or cough, cough, request it?

Goodnight sweet prince. I love you.

XOXOXO

Me too
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 9:48 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

 Good morning my love,

It was nice to see your email this morning. Sorry I missed you last night.

 Coming so quickly is ironic since I couldn’t come at all.

I haven’t had someone welcome oral sex like that or request it. I LOVE doing that. I am glad you enjoyed it. I never get to do it.

 The songs I learned are…

 Me and Bobbie by Janis Joplin, written by Kris Kristopherson

Tightrope by Stevie Ray Vaughn


 I still have to learn

It’s my soul by Ronnie Earl

So far, only Love and Happiness has been hard. I am still very unclear on a few parts. Fortunately, I have today and tomorrow to figure it out. I have heard this song for years. Not sure why I am having trouble with it.

I am off for a run now. Might take my bike out later and then go to the gym.  I think I get to fight today. Looks like a beautiful day. I hope you get to enjoy it.

 Have a great day. I love you.

 XOXOXOX

me
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 11:13 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Good morning my love,  
Good morning my Shiny,

It was nice to see your email this morning. Sorry I missed you last night.

Coming so quickly is ironic since I couldn’t come at all.
I finally got it, when I re-read the email. Duh. Too bad they don’t have any “stupid” smiley faces : ) That’s what I like about you, you have a sense of humor about things although you don’t think so.

I haven’t had someone welcome oral sex like that or request it. I LOVE doing that. I am glad you enjoyed it. I never get to do it.
Your wife doesn’t like it? That’s a big shame for her and a big plus for me! I hope we’ll get to do that again : )

So, this morning I was woken up to a baby blue jay emergency by Nadi who is a devoted animal lover. We’ve been running around, calling around, getting on the net, and finally figured out that it is a fledgling that has fallen out of its nest onto the sidewalk. We made it a nest out of a Tupperware filled with cotton balls and grass and placed the nest on top of a bush so that the cats don’t get it, then tied the Tupperware nest to the bush branches with cord. But before, it took me three hours to try to figure out what the hell to do with this bird.  It was quite an adventure.

The songs I learned are…

Me and Bobbie by Janis Joplin, written by Kris Kristopherson
I always thought that Bobby was a guy, duh : ) but since KK wrote it, I guess it makes sense for it to be a girl.

Tightrope by Stevie Ray Vaughn
I really like this one!

And this one too. It’s not “blue” at all; it’s actually a happy song like the title says, unless I’m missing something. I think this is my favorite one. Are the cords really hard?

So, what does it mean that you get to fight today? Boxing or martial arts? I like imagining your hands “fighting” then remember how gentle they are on my body, and think about the power and strength in them, that they have done such rough things and yet are so loving on me.

Have a great day. I love you.
I love you too! Write when you can.

XOXOXOXOXOXO

HFG
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 1:08 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello Roya,

I only fight in karate. I don’t box anymore except for exercise. I prefer boxing, but it isn’t offered at my gym and I don’t want to join a boxing gym because they don’t usually have regular workout facilities. I like to do weights and stuff once in a while.

Love and Happiness is a happy song. I am not sure why it was picked, but I like it. The parts are irregular and very similar. It is hard to tell one part from another. I won’t really know if I have it right until I play it with the band. They will know right away. Bobbie is sufficiently ambiguous to allow singers to change the gender.

I love having my hands on you. I want to spend a lot more time exploring your body with them.  I also want to spend a lot of time pleasuring you with my tongue.  It is my favorite thing. I love knowing that you enjoy it. I hope I wasn’t too aggressive. I need to find the right spot and the right amount of pressure. We need to practice more.

I hope the bird is ok. I was shocked to learn how many fledglings get eaten by cats. You did the right thing. We need birds. I love blue jays. They are a little aggressive. They harass my cats all the time. It is kind of funny. The cats don’t stand a chance.

Love you,

Me
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 1:32 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I love to do weights too, although I never seem to get around to it, except for some free weights at home, but they are pretty light, like 5 lbs. I’m sure you couldn’t even make one budge : ) Did you get to fight today? Can people come and watch?

That freaking bird is such a drag. So, we strapped the Tupperware onto the bushes, but every time we’d check the “nest” the bird would be under the bushes. I don’t know if it was trying to fly and would fall, or didn’t like the sun or felt too exposed or what, because we do have some hawks around. So, we left its nest and dog kibble moshed with water (a website said that would work,) on a little spoon beside the nest in case it can feed itself. The websites said not to feed them or give them water because you can suffocate them. There are a lot of blue jays around, so I hope a couple was its parents. They say the parents will feed it until it can fly and forage. We checked an hour later, and the dam thing is gone. I hope no cat got to it. I hope it finally learned how to fly; it was really close I think because it was kind of a mature baby; it had all its feathers and stuff. Yes, I’ve heard that they are aggressive too. So, you must have some in your backyard. What do they do to the cat?!

When you can, put your hands on me whenever you like, love. I loved how you went down on me, obviously, it was hard for you not to notice : ) You weren’t too aggressive, but I’m all for practice : ) I miss you. Those dates we had were so perfect. That’s so rare in life.

XOXOXO

Me too.
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 3:24 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I did get to fight. It was a lot of fun. Class was small and not terribly experienced but I managed to get a good workout in. People can watch. It isn’t really set up that way though. It is a fitness class. There is a balcony but no seats.

Nature will take its course regardless of our efforts. No point in getting worked up. You did your good deed. The outcome is not in your control. You gave the little guys a chance. The birds dive bomb and scream at the cats. When the cats are in the tree the birds go really crazy. The cats are helpless because they need all four feet to stay on the branch. They think they are so close, but really couldn’t be further away. It is interesting that the birds seem to know. The cats get all worked up. I think it is good for them.

What are you up to today?

XOXOXO

SNB
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 5:33 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I want to come see you fight sometime, if you ever do it during the week. That would be fun.

Yeah, I know the bird took a lot of time and effort, but my feeling is you shouldn’t interfere with nature, as you said. It is what it is. At the moment, the thing has vanished again.
 
I waited for Nadi to get back from the game (they tied) then took the girls to our little town for lunch. I usually don’t eat lunch so I was actually thinking about what to do for dinner when Isa expressed an interest in lunch! So, we debated about walking or not, and with my back decided to drive. So, we had lunch, Isa got chocolate chip cookie dough to bake, and now we’re back home. Maureen is supposed to come over at 7 to drink and chat, but I’m not quite sure I’m up to it. So, we’ll see.

I heard this song on the radio by Lady Antebellum, Just a Kiss Goodnight. It reminded me of us.

So, did you learn another song yet?

Love you,

SNB’s girlfriend : )
______________________________________________________
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 7:48 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Not interfering with nature is different than letting it get eaten by a cat. You did the right thing. Leaving it would have been fine though.

I just found out I have to learn a song called “Slippin’ in” by Buddy Guy. He is one of my favorites. I have seen him play a bunch of times. Incendiary. I am still having a hard time with love and happiness. So much to do.

I am barbequing. I am very hungry.

 I love you too HFG

SNB
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 7:55 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I just found out I have to learn a song called “Slippin’ in” by Buddy Guy. He is one of my favorites. I have seen him play a bunch of times. Incendiary. I am still having a hard time with love and happiness. So much to do.
And so little time : ) It’s great that you get to play a song you like. That’s a pretty good incentive to do the hard work.

I am barbequing. I am very hungry.
Well, yeah, the workout would do it to you : ) What did you cook? I’ll have to send for take-out. I guess Japanese. Are you up for chatting tonight, my love? My days of freedom are coming to an end soon : (

Missing you.

R.
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 8:45 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

 I cooked beef and chicken kebabs, They were ok.

I will let you know if I can chat. Keep your fingers crossed.
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Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 8:47 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

OK, me love : )
______________________________________________________

 Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 10:28 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

10:28 Hello.
10:34 hey you! I’m glad you’re still up.
10:35 I am watching a fight.
          Boxing?
         Yes on HBO. What are you doing?
10:36 I’ve left the kids to watch Bridesmaid for the millionth time, and come to talk to my SNB. 
10:37 Are those guys beating the shit out of each other?
          Not really.
10:38 So, are they “dancing” or hanging off each other?
           throwing soft punches.
           boxing is so brutal. That’s why boxers are so sexy on paper.
           they are in great shape.
10:39 That’s for sure. They have to be, right? Were you in a better shape then?
           I am in pretty damn good shape now.
10:40 But yes.
          You sure are : )
           I spent a lot of time training. A lot of time running.
10:41 I imagine you would have to. I probably don’t spend as much time. I would like to spend more, but I rarely get the time or have the energy with the kids.     
10:42 I would like to lift weights more. I really like the feel of that.
          it is good for you too.
          Makes your bones stronger.
10:43 that’s true, my mother has weak bones so that’s a real consideration. Did you finish learning the song?
10:44 No. I will have to work on it tomorrow.
          Too late to play.
10:45 I might try a little more later.
          can your wife sleep through it?
10:46  I can use headphones or play quietly. Isn’t as much fun.
           : )
           Then you should go do some, since you said it’s a lot of work, get it out of the way.
10:47 I loved having your naked legs on my chest.
10:48 You have nice legs.
10:49 thanks. I like your naked chest with my legs on it or not, I like YOU!
10:50 I like you too. You are beautiful. I loved having your hair in my hands.
10:51 I didn’t know how you would handle it when we were talking about it at the very beginning. You were firm but so gentle. 
10:52 No one had ever done that to me before. I really liked it. But I expect it’s like kissing, there are probably people who do it badly. 
           I just love your hair. I can’t control it.
10:53 I am not trying to hurt your or control you.
          I like you out of control : )
          It just feels so great. Though I have to admit I don’t want you to be able to move.
10:54 At that point, you aren’t going anywhere.
10:56 With my love who would want to move? But I would like that, I would concede control to you because I trust you no matter what you were doing to me.
10:57 I am glad.
          I’m like your fucking sex slave.
          I like the sound of that
10:58 I plan to exploit that.
10:59 You inspire me to no end
          You did seem inspired.
11:00 husband on the phone. Goodnight, my sweet prince. I love you.
           Sweet dreams.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 12:17 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Hey you:
 
I guess you’ve crashed by now. I didn’t realize how long it takes to put the kids to bed. They’d been away, so they wanted to spend some time together. Email me tomorrow, and tell me what songs you learned, if you’re hot fucking girlfriend gave you any peace of mind to do so, and the emphasis being on “fucking” here. I didn’t get that thing you wrote about “coming so quickly into your feelings for me” being ironic. I can be really duh sometimes. Then when I was looking for “cork” I was like, omg, that’s too funny. And I bet you meant it : )
 
OK, Shiny, (do you mind when I call you that?) I’m off to bed. I went to sleep last night thinking of being in your arms. I love being enveloped in them; they’re so built and strong. Once, I want you to throw me over your shoulder, like a sack of potatoes : )
 
When you would toast our knowing each other into old age, I didn’t get it, now I do. That would be so cool, wouldn’t it? When you said you haven’t had a chance to please a woman like you did me (and boy did you ever please me : ) did you mean you haven’t wanted to until now, or that you haven’t had someone welcome it, or cough, cough, request it?
 
Goodnight sweet prince. I love you.
 
XOXOXO
 
Me too
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 9:48 AM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
Good morning my love,
 
It was nice to see your email this morning. Sorry I missed you last night.
 
Coming so quickly is ironic since I couldn’t come at all.
 
I haven’t had someone welcome oral sex like that or request it. I LOVE doing that. I am glad you enjoyed it. I never get to do it.
 
The songs I learned are…
 
Me and Bobbie by Janis Joplin, written by Kris Kristopherson
Tightrope by Stevie Ray Vaughn
Love and Happiness by Al Green
 
I still have to learn
 
It’s my soul by Ronnie Earl
 
So far, only Love and Happiness has been hard. I am still very unclear on a few parts. Fortunately, I have today and tomorrow to figure it out. I have heard this song for years. Not sure why I am having trouble with it
 
I am off for a run now. Might take my bike out later and then go to the gym.  I think I get to fight today. Looks like a beautiful day. I hope you get to enjoy it.
 
Have a great day. I love you.
 
XOXOXOX
 
me
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 11:13 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Good morning my love,  
Good morning my Shiny,
 
It was nice to see your email this morning. Sorry I missed you last night.
 
Coming so quickly is ironic since I couldn’t come at all.
I finally got it, when I re-read the email. Duh. Too bad they don’t have any “stupid” smiley faces : ) That’s what I like about you, you have a sense of humor about things although you don’t think so.
 
I haven’t had someone welcome oral sex like that or request it. I LOVE doing that. I am glad you enjoyed it. I never get to do it.
Your wife doesn’t like it? That’s a big shame for her and a big plus for me! I hope we’ll get to do that again : )
 
So, this morning I was woken up to a baby blue jay emergency by Nadi who is a devoted animal lover. We’ve been running around, calling around, getting on the net, and finally figured out that it is a fledgling that has fallen out of its nest onto the sidewalk. We made it a nest out of a Tupperware filled with cotton balls and grass and placed the nest on top of a bush so that the cats don’t get it, then tied the Tupperware nest to the bush branches with cord. But before, it took me three hours to try to figure out what the hell to do with this bird.  It was quite an adventure.
 
The songs I learned are…
 
Me and Bobbie by Janis Joplin, written by Kris Kristopherson
I always thought that Bobby was a guy, duh : ) but since KK wrote it, I guess it makes sense for it to be a girl.
Tightrope by Stevie Ray Vaughn
I really like this one!
Love and Happiness by Al Green
And this one too. It’s not “blue” at all; it’s actually a happy song like the title says, unless I’m missing something. I think this is my favorite one. Are the cords really hard?
 
So, what does it mean that you get to fight today? Boxing or martial arts? I like imagining your hands “fighting” then remember how gentle they are on my body, and think about the power and strength in them, that they have done such rough things and yet are so loving on me.
 
Have a great day. I love you.
I love you too! Write when you can.
 
XOXOXOXOXOXO
 
HFG
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 1:08 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
Hello Roya,
 
I only fight in karate. I don’t box anymore except for exercise. I prefer boxing, but it isn’t offered at my gym and I don’t want to join a boxing gym because they don’t usually have regular workout facilities. I like to do weights and stuff once in a while.
 
Love and Happiness is a happy song. I am not sure why it was picked, but I like it. The parts are irregular and very similar. It is hard to tell one part from another. I won’t really know if I have it right until I play it with the band. They will know right away. Bobbie is sufficiently ambiguous to allow singers to change the gender.
 
I love having my hands on you. I want to spend a lot more time exploring your body with them.  I also want to spend a lot of time pleasuring you with my tongue.  It is my favorite thing. I love knowing that you enjoy it. I hope I wasn’t too aggressive. I need to find the right spot and the right amount of pressure. We need to practice more.
 
I hope the bird is ok. I was shocked to learn how many fledglings get eaten by cats. You did the right thing. We need birds. I love blue jays. They are a little aggressive. They harass my cats all the time. It is kind of funny. The cats don’t stand a chance.
 
Love you,
Me
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 1:32 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
I love to do weights too, although I never seem to get around to it, except for some free weights at home, but they are pretty light, like 5 lbs. I’m sure you couldn’t even make one budge : ) Did you get to fight today? Can people come and watch?
 
That freaking bird is such a drag. So, we strapped the Tupperware onto the bushes, but every time we’d check the “nest” the bird would be under the bushes. I don’t know if it was trying to fly and would fall, or didn’t like the sun or felt too exposed or what, because we do have some hawks around. So, we left its nest and dog kibble moshed with water (a website said that would work,) on a little spoon beside the nest in case it can feed itself. The websites said not to feed them or give them water because you can suffocate them. There are a lot of blue jays around, so I hope a couple was its parents. They say the parents will feed it until it can fly and forage. We checked an hour later, and the dam thing is gone. I hope no cat got to it. I hope it finally learned how to fly; it was really close I think because it was kind of a mature baby; it had all its feathers and stuff. Yes, I’ve heard that they are aggressive too. So, you must have some in your backyard. What do they do to the cat?!
 
When you can, put your hands on me whenever you like, love. I loved how you went down on me, obviously, it was hard for you not to notice : ) You weren’t too aggressive, but I’m all for practice : ) I miss you. Those dates we had were so perfect. That’s so rare in life.
 
XOXOXO
 
Me too.
 
 
 
 
 Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 3:24 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
I did get to fight. It was a lot of fun. Class was small and not terribly experienced but I managed to get a good workout in. People can watch. It isn’t really set up that way though. It is a fitness class. There is a balcony but no seats.
 
Nature will take its course regardless of our efforts. No point in getting worked up. You did your good deed. The outcome is not in your control. You gave the little guys a chance. The birds dive bomb and scream at the cats. When the cats are in the tree the birds go really crazy. The cats are helpless because they need all four feet to stay on the branch. They think they are so close, but really couldn’t be further away. It is interesting that the birds seem to know. The cats get all worked up. I think it is good for them.
 
What are you up to today?
 
XOXOXO
SNB
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 5:33 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
I want to come see you fight sometime, if you ever do it during the week. That would be fun.
 
Yeah, I know the bird took a lot of time and effort, but my feeling is you shouldn’t interfere with nature, as you said. It is what it is. At the moment, the thing has vanished again.
 
I waited for Nadi to get back from the game (they tied) then took the girls to our little town for lunch. I usually don’t eat lunch so I was actually thinking about what to do for dinner when Isa expressed an interest in lunch! So, we debated about walking or not, and with my back decided to drive. So, we had lunch, Isa got chocolate chip cookie dough to bake, and now we’re back home. Maureen is supposed to come over at 7 to drink and chat, but I’m not quite sure I’m up to it. So, we’ll see.
 
I heard this song on the radio by Lady Antebellum, Just a Kiss Goodnight. It reminded me of us.
 
So, did you learn another song yet?
 
Love you,
 
SNB’s girlfriend : )
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 7:48 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
Not interfering with nature is different than letting it get eaten by a cat. You did the right thing. Leaving it would have been fine though.
 
I just found out I have to learn a song called “Slippin’ in” by Buddy Guy. He is one of my favorites. I have seen him play a bunch of times. Incendiary. I am still having a hard time with love and happiness. So much to do.
 
I am barbequing. I am very hungry.
 
I love you too HFG
SNB
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 7:55 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
I just found out I have to learn a song called “Slippin’ in” by Buddy Guy. He is one of my favorites. I have seen him play a bunch of times. Incendiary. I am still having a hard time with love and happiness. So much to do.
And so little time : ) It’s great that you get to play a song you like. That’s a pretty good incentive to do the hard work.
 
I am barbequing. I am very hungry. Well, yeah, the workout would do it to you : ) What did you cook? I’ll have to send for take-out. I guess Japanese. Are you up for chatting tonight, my love? My days of freedom are coming to an end soon : (
 
Missing you.
R.
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 8:45 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
I cooked beef and chicken kebabs, They were ok.
 
I will let you know if I can chat. Keep your fingers crossed.
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 8:47 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
OK, me love : )
 
 
Sat, Jun 16, 2012 at 10:28 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
These messages were sent while you were offline.
 
10:28 Hello.
10:34 hey you! I’m glad you’re still up.
10:35 I am watching a fight.
          Boxing?
          Yes on HBO. What are you doing?
10:36 I’ve left the kids to watch Bridesmaid for the millionth time, and come to talk to my SNB.
10:37 Are those guys beating the shit out of each other?
          Not really.
10:38 So, are they “dancing” or hanging off each other?
          throwing soft punches.
          boxing is so brutal. That’s why boxers are so sexy on paper.
          they are in great shape.
10:39 That’s for sure. They have to be, right? Were you in a better shape then?
          I am in pretty damn good shape now.
10:40 But yes.
          You sure are : )
          I spent a lot of time training. A lot of time running.
10:41 I imagine you would have to. I probably don’t spend as much time. I would like to spend     
           more, but I rarely get the time or have the energy with the kids.
10:42 I would like to lift weights more. I really like the feel of that.
          it is good for you too.
         Makes your bones stronger.
10:43 that’s true, my mother has weak bones so that’s a real consideration. Did you finish               learning the song?
10:44 No. I will have to work on it tomorrow.
           Too late to play.
10:45  I might try a little more later.
           can your wife sleep through it?
10:46  I can use headphones or play quietly. Isn’t as much fun.
          : )
         Then you should go do some, since you said it’s a lot of work, get it out of the way.
10:47 I loved having your naked legs on my chest.
10:48 You have nice legs.
10:49 thanks. I like your naked chest with my legs on it or not, I like YOU!
10:50 I like you too. You are beautiful. I loved having your hair in my hands.
10:51 I didn’t know how you would handle it when we were talking about it at the very     
          beginning. You were firm but so gentle.
10:52 No one had ever done that to me before. I really liked it. But I expect it’s like kissing,    
          there are probably people who do it badly.
          I just love your hair. I can’t control it.
10:53 I am not trying to hurt your or control you.
          I like you out of control : )
          It just feels so great. Though I have to admit I don’t want you to be able to move.
10:54 At that point, you aren’t going anywhere.
10:56 With my love who would want to move? But I would like that, I would concede control to you because I trust you no matter what you were doing to me.
10:57 I am glad.
          I’m like your fucking sex slave.
          I like the sound of that
10:58 I plan to exploit that.
10:59 You inspire me to no end
          You did seem inspired.
11:00 husband on the phone. Goodnight, my sweet prince. I love you.
          Sweet dreams.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 




 

 

 

 

 

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