From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
The
line I am talking about is not quite as philosophical as yours. It is an action movie after all. It is the kind of thing I wish I could have
said when asked the same banal question.
The
piano player hadn't had time to work on Me and Bobbie McGee and had a sore
throat so didn't want to sing Southbound.
He will be fine. I will be
nervous. I don't like to worry about
whether I have the part right.
Eventually, I will associate the worry with that part and I will blow it
every time. Oh well, that is what makes
it exciting. There is a train wreck
around every corner.
I
like to think about fucking you and it isn't my head that is swelling. I keep imagining how it feels to have your
legs wrapped around my neck. I am so
turned on by your hot body. I think my
cock actually gets bigger than usual for you.
It sure felt like it. You are so
beautiful. I love you.
I
have a really long training session today.
I am learning to use a new computer program that went into service 2
weeks ago. It is nice of them to find
time to train me! Big corporations like
this can sometime be absurd.
Have
a great day. I love you HFG!
SNB
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 10:52 AMFrom: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Good
morning my love:
I
downloaded the movie, the cut version, so I'll watch it later today. I feel
like the girl in The Secretary. Have you seen it? It's about a boss and a
secretary. She's masochistic and he's sadistic, so their deal is that he tells
her to do stuff, not always sexual, and she has to do it. The movie wasn't that
great, but very different. So, I wanted to watch the uncut version first, but
I'll watch the cut one since you told me to. You can tell my tolerance for
being told what to do is really low : )
It's
fun to guess the line, so I'll listen for that.
Don't
worry, you will be just fine playing. And if you do make a mistake, you would
notice it a lot more than any audience member.
Isn't
the company supposed to train you 2 weeks BEFORE the system is installed as
opposed to after? I was actually reading an article in the NYer about how
companies skimp on training programs, especially when they first hire people.
They want them to have done the exact same job before, better yet at the time
they hire them. Very short sighted. I hope the training was productive.
Do
my legs really go around your neck? You must really be bending me in two. I
love it that your cock gets so big for me. I think that must be one of the
nicest things anyone has ever said to me, since cocks do have brains of their
own : ) I like you deep inside me. I like how you fill me up, and how you
fucked me hard. OK, if I don't stop this, I'll have to have a date with my hand
shower.
A
bunch of boring things today: email to friends, paying bills, take Nadi to the
dermatologist for a mole. I channeled my irritation with Nadi’s reading last
night into my treadmill and actually went back to my pre backache incline of
6.5 and 4.6 max speed. It was great!
I
can't wait to see you on Friday. Are you nervous that I'll be there?
I
love you so much!
XOXOXO
HFG
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 at 11:36 AM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
You
can watch either version. I just think
if you see the "bad" version first you won't like it. I saw that movie and didn't understand it. The only motivation I could think of for
either character was the script.
I
couldn't believe how high your legs were on me.
It was freaking awesome. I didn't
bend you in half as much as I did the first time. I wanted it to last for a while. It also lets me look at you. You are really tight. I had the most intense orgasm ever. It lasted a long time. I wanted to hold off, but couldn't I was so
turned on. We have to do that again
soon. Too bad I can't fuck you after the
show on Friday. That would have been the
perfect end to the evening. The
treadmill sure is doing its job. You are
gorgeous. I can't take my eyes off of
you, or my hands for that matter. Keep
it up.
I
am excited to see you. I am glad you can
make it. You are my girlfriend, I want
to impress you.
Training
is expensive and nonspecific. Management
is always unmotivated to provide it.
Further, projects always fall behind schedule. Since training comes at the end it often
suffers. They did give out the
promotional pencils and reusable shopping bags in a timely fashion though.
I
love you Roya.
SNB
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 12:27 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
But
it's so much more fun for you to order me to do something! : ) You don't have
to impress me. You already have. I agree, it would've been awesome to go home with you after the performance.
But we'll have other chances, soon I hope.
I'm
glad they at least gave out the pencils and the shopping bags! Now, I'm going
to go see the movie I downloaded from Amazon.
I
love you!!!
Me
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 at 12:57 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
I
hope we have a chance soon too. I love
having you all to myself. I don't call
you HFG for nothing.
Enjoy
the movie. I love you too.
SNB
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 9:03 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Well,
I have lots to say about the movie. I liked it. When I was looking it up
initially (after I wrote you about the French and American versions of La Femme
Nikita), I realized he had directed that too. He's a good director. The movie
was really well made. The plant was a great touch. The girl's hair cut was
definitely French influence as was the choker. I saw the cut version, and I'm
dying to see the uncut one, but I can't find it anywhere, even at Best Buy.
There's a website that you can download it from, but I think it's illegal, and
I'm too paranoid to give them my cc. So, I have to get it from Amazon which
will take a few days to get here, or maybe you can get it to me somehow on
Friday. I don't know how. Like give it to the bartender and I'll get it from
him or her?
I
thought there were a couple of minor things. The boarding school for disturbed
kids isn't something that some low class drug dealer would do for his kid. That
was a French transplant. Also, if one manhandles a bunch of DEA agents in the
lobby, won't a train of cops be running after one up the stairs? That Gary
Oldman character was really good. He must've watched a lot of Christopher
Walken. He was so creepy.
First
when we were talking about the sexual relationship between Leon and Matilda, I
was like, Oh gee, there is Kevin being all conservative. Don't we remember
Brook Shields in Pretty Baby, was it? I think that one was made before I even
got here. Or we all read Lolita. The movies were never as good as the book.
This girl was definitely a bit of a Lolita, but she was so short and skinny,
and 12 is a bit young. Although, after all the violence (a four year old boy
being blown away) what's a little implied sex between those two, really. Still.
I wonder how I'd feel about it when I see the uncut version.
I
have to say that I don't find adult sex with post-adolescent but under 18
people as disturbing as some do. After adolescence, Nature tells us we can be
sexual. The most sexually potent years for reproduction are those years. Our
animal selves and our civilized selves aren't quite in sink. But 12 IS a bit
too young. I would've been more comfortable with like 14. I imagine how I would
feel if an older man slept with one of my daughters post-adolescence. I
wouldn't feel it's pedophilia, just that he's a loser asshole.
Are
you around tonight?
XOXOXOXO
HFG
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 at 10:38 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
I
just got home from the gym. How are you?
Yes,
it was not reality based. I learned
nothing about man's inhumanity towards man despite the amount of
inhumanity. Someday, should I ever be
hunted down like an animal, I want to hand my killer the pin to a hand grenade
and say "This is from me", which for the record is not the line. Did anything strike you as meaningful? It might be a man thing. It was unnecessary to include the pedophilia. People shouldn't play around with that stuff.
I
love you baby, but passing things to the bartender? I will get it to you another time.
I
won't be up late. You?
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Tue, Jul 10, 2012 at 10:54 PM
Online Chat
hey you : )
Hello gorgeous. How are you?
I guess you are up.
More or less.
How was the gym?
The workout was a little light. It was good that I went though. I don't go enough lately. How was your evening?
Good. I spent a lot of time with Nadi and Piggy. She loves him so much : ) 12 years ago right now, I was in labor. Tomorrow is her birthday.
Woo hoo. Glad she loves the hamster.
It's a guinea pig, which confuses things sometimes; I just call him the rodent.
Oops. I forgot it was a guinea pig.
So, you aren't passing me the DVD : ) I'll just order it on Amazon.
I don't mind sharing. Just not via bartender.
I thought that would be most anonymous. So how, like when we see each other. You should put it somewhere, and I can go get it, like spies : ) I liked that last line. That was great, but it was too sad that he died even though he was a killer. So what was the line?
Get me everyone. What do you mean everyone? EVERYONE!
What?
The bad guy is telling his lieutenant to get reinforcements meaning the entire police force that shows up.
Oh yeah! That WAS great, but I would've never guessed it. He was so weird, really creepy : )
At work I say things like clean the carpet and the guy will say what do you mean. I have to act like there is some metaphysical aspect to the job. What I want to say is Clean.the.fucking.carpet!
That's funny! What do you mean metaphysical? The other good one was when the girl says is life always like this or only when you're a child, and he says, always.
I have to pretend it is a logical or important question when it is really just a waste of time and a challenge of authority.
You think challenge of authority or are they that dumb? Do you then explain was/ is involved in cleaning of the carpet?
They could be that dumb, but it isn't rocket science. I get more specific. This type of stain in this spot. Been there for two days.
I know, it's always so hard to believe when people are that stupid. I always think they are doing it on purpose, because nobody can be THAT stupid, but alas majority of the world is, especially those who clean carpet. You should show them sympathy : )
You find sympathy between shit and syphilis in the dictionary. I have a business to run.
Wow, I'm glad I don't work for you. You're scary : )
No. Nobody is scared of me.
I think that's a good thing, no?
In the movie version of my life I am going to be a scary dude. In real life, it isn't helpful in the long run. I take path of least resistance.
That's true. What's really helpful is being kind and thoughtful of others.
It is sort of funny. I find kindness to be the best way to get those annoying people that I hate leave me alone.
How?
Kindness is boring. There is no engagement or thought. People barely notice it. Arguing? That they notice.
Well, it saved my father's life. He got to live 20 years more.
I don't mean to make light of it. It is a powerful force.
It is. The whole point is that we don't know where we come from or where we're going, or why. We are already in enough shit, so why not be kind to each other. It's all we have.
I think it provides net gain. I do it for selfish reasons. Can't understand why more people don't. Besides, chicks dig it.
Sure, all this emotional stuff comes from a selfish need to survive. Gradually, like love, the feelings take a life of their own it seems, regardless of their origin or reason. You're right, chicks do dig it.
I dig you.
I miss you.
I miss you too.
This is when I want to wrap my arms around your neck, and my legs too for that matter.
I would like that.
I hope soon. Are you on the sofa in your living room?
yes.
I'm on my bathroom floor.
?
It's where I hide to smoke and sometimes to write to you. I don't smoke in front of the kids and don't want Nadi to come in for something, a bug, a bad dream, and catch me.
Got it. I thought you were headed somewhere else with that question.
Like what are you wearing kind of question?
I am not sure. Bathroom floor wasn't it.
Where did you think I was headed with it? Better yet where did you've wanted me to head with it? my english is starting to suffer.
If you found me on a couch, what would you do?
That depends on whether you're asleep or awake and what you're doing?
I am awake, waiting for you.
Mmm, that's good, I like that. You're lying on the couch. I will come over and straddle you.
I would love that.
Then, I'll probably bend over and kiss you on the mouth.
Lots of kissing please.
Take your lips between mine, like them with my tongue. like them too, but really lick them first, the bottom one then the top one.
You know I like that.
I like it too. Then I'll kiss your neck, and take your earlobe between my teeth until it hurts just a little.
Both of my hands would be on your ass.
Then I'm going to slide down to your nipples, and take them each into my mouth, run my tongue slowly over the tip.
nice, my hands would move to your hair
I lick the underside of your cock, all the way from your balls to the tip. Then I nudge you over and lie next to you on the sofa, so I'm on my back and you're on your side. I kiss you again, slide my tongue into your mouth to find your tongue. I take your hand and put it on
my clit, right at the very top almost, and wrap my hand around your cock.
Awesome!
I show you how to move your hand, the rhythm, the pressure. I caress your balls, lightly at first then a little firmer, but always gentle. I run my moist thumb along the slit at the tip of your cock, then down.
Show me how you like it.
I will show you. I wouldn't be able to stand it anymore, and have to put your cock into my mouth again, take it all in. You grab my hair and move your hips, setting the rhythm, fucking my mouth
Oh my god, Take it. Take it all
I want to suck your cock so hard that my face hurts. And then I want you to put it in me, really deep.
Really deep. You deserve a good hard fuck.
Yeah, really deep, I like to put my legs together and put them over your shoulder. That feels soooo good.
I like that too. You have great legs.
while you fuck me, slowly first, I can just see your blue peepers looking at me.
You know I would be looking at you.
now start to fuck me harder, faster, deeper.
Yes.
do I feel wet around you?
Yes. It feels tight and warm and wet. I want to bend you in half and fuck you really hard and fast until i come inside you.
Yes, that would be just...I have no words to say it.
I love you.
I love you too.
Go to sleep. Get your english back. Mine is lost two
that's funny! Good-night SNB
*NOTE
He never gave me the uncut version of The Professional. I never saw it. 
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