Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Monday, December 8, 2014

Sex Talk

Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 8:23 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,

I have reentered the modern world.  Still no access at home.  There is some problem on our roof.  They couldn't get to it until today.  I hope they will have it fixed.  Bundling isn't such a great deal when you lose all three at once.  I am not a fan of Time Warner but they are the only game in town for us.

How was your weekend?  Mine was nice.  Got a lot done, which is to say I spent a lot of money.  I cooked steaks last night.  I even prepared the marinade and shucked the corn.  This is going to be an odd week.  I have Wednesday and Friday off.  Do you have plans for Friday?  I am free until about 8:30.

XOXOXOX

SNB
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 9:00 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Hello:

I have never known people having Internet problems in Manhattan unless I guess there is some kind of storm or blackout. Now, I know. We used to have that problem regularly when it rained or was damp. It's our computer and land line that's together. The TV is separate. That's why I'm hesitant to go for bundling. I always thought Time Warner is better than what I get up here, Cablevision, but I guess they are all the same shit. Remember, some time back, I had lost service for some hours then it came? I was emailing your from my phone.

Just curious, you would've let me wonder all week-end why I hadn't heard from you? Since we met, we haven't gone being out of touch for this long. The Internet thing did cross my mind, but I didn't think about it seriously, since I thought service in Manhattan was so much better than up here. I was (stupidly obviously) so worried. I thought you weren't well in some way, or your wife had found out, in which case I thought you could drop a line, saying you had to lay low. Finally, I chose to believe you had gone out of town for the day, but then I would think, he would've said, he won't have access to Internet. Did you get my emails on Sat? Do you get my emails on your Blackberry? I know you can text from it; can you also send emails from it?

I didn't want to text you given that it was the week-end, but I was too worried by the time it got to be 7 at night.

Anyway, glad you had a nice week-end.

R.
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 10:17 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello,

I don't get your emails on my blackberry.  It is a company phone.  I kept thinking it would come back.  I didn't think texting was worth the risk.  I even thought about going to the Apple store to use a computer. 

I am slowly turning into a Luddite.  Progress lately has been so backwards.  We have three new computer systems that don't work on my pc so I have to go to central computers to use them.  One of them requires someone else to do the work and she is on vacation.  Ugh!

At any rate, can you come into the city on Friday?

SNB
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 10:30 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Hello not so SNB:

I would like to come into the city on Friday. I'm working on it. I've booked massage at 7 so that I have an excuse to come in. How much earlier though is what I have to figure out. Obviously, I'd like to come in as early as possible. I hope we can have at least 3 hours.

XOXOXO

R.
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 10:59 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I am free all day.  I would love to have 3+ hours with you.  It would be great to have some time in private.  If not, maybe we could meet at the Met.  Let me know.  What are you up to today?

nsSNB
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 11:04 AM
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

You always manage to make me smile, don't you? You charmer : ) Yes, I'm hoping for time in private. Nothing much today. Grocery shopping, researching some place to take my nephew this week-end (my brother's 22 year old) trying to write, but it's coming hard.

I love you.

Me.
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 11:28 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

What do you mean "trying" to write?  Is there something wrong with your hand? 

I hope we can get some private time together.  Your little body is amazing.  I want to have you straddle my face so I can give you the attention you deserve.  My tongue has some work to do. 

Love you,

Me.
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 2:36 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

What do you mean "trying" to write?  Is there something wrong with your hand?  Very funny : ) Creative writing must be one of the hardest things on earth. It requires so much brain activity. It's probably like writing original music. Journalism is infinitely easier. To compare the two is a joke.

I hope we can get some private time together.  Your little body is amazing.  I want to have you straddle my face so I can give you the attention you deserve.  My tongue has some work to do.  I always felt that straddling someone's face might me suffocating to him, then I saw a video that seems to depict that this isn't necessarily the case. I've never done it before, so it will be fun to try and see what we think. What else should we try? Doggie style at some point? You bending me over something, pulling my hips toward you as you thrust deep into me, grabbing a fistful of hair while you fuck me, should we try that?

HFG
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 2:54 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,

I would at least die happy if you suffocated me that way!  I find that women react more than if they are lying on their back.  I like to feel the squirming.  Truthfully, I just love going down.  For the length of time I like to do it, it is usually best if you are lying down. 

For the time being, we should probably stick to having me on top.  It seems to work best.  I was really turned on when we tried bending you over the bed.  It was awesome to grab your nice ass with both hands.  Unfortunately, either I was too excited, or standing up was a problem.  I am not sure why it didn't quite work.  Regardless, I just want to fuck you.  I don't care how we do it, just so we do it.  You are so hot.  Fucking you is my favorite thing to do.  I am such a lucky guy.

Grabbing hair works for doggie style.  Otherwise, it is more of a blowjob kind of thing.  You give the best blowjobs ever.  We have to do more of that too. 

Good luck with the writing.  Do you write longhand or use a computer?

HSNB
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 3:28 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

You're so funny with the matter of fact analysis of the activities and positions. We can do it any which way you like, my love. You on top, you behind, standing, lying down. The only position that doesn't really appeal to me is woman on top. I don't know why, but I've never been crazy about it.

And yes, you can count on a long, long, blow job. How do you like it best, you standing or sitting with me on my knees? Us both on the bed, you on all fours with me underneath you? Or you can stand at the edge of the bed and I can be on my back with my head dangling off the mattress. I wonder how that would work out. One of these days, I have to see if I can fit both of your balls into my mouth. That would be quite a feat.

I hope we can make Friday happen. The writing is going better, thanks. I write on the computer. That's how an untech person like me was at the vanguard of the computer era. Because first it was the typewriter, then the word processor which turned into the computer.

XOXOXO

Moi
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 3:58 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

The good think about having you on top is that I can see you better.  You are so beautiful.  I like looking at you.  That said, I prefer being on top.  We should try some other things out though.  I want to make sure I take full advantage of your smoking hot body.  I enjoyed seeing your little ass sticking up in the air when you bent over the bed.

Sitting in a chair was good, but being on all fours is the quickest way to fuck you when the moment arrives.  Sitting and standing let me play with your hair which I love.  If you are on the bed with your head dangling maybe I can take care of you at the same time.  It is a little hard to concentrate though when you are giving me the world's best blowjob.

I think over time, we will have lots of opportunities to try many different things.  It will certainly be fun to try.  I love you so much.  This is going to be great.

XOXOXOX

Me
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 7:00 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

The good news is my husband has a 10:30 appointment in the city on Friday. So, I can meet you at 12 or 12:30. I rather leave the house while he's gone. Let's have lunch and then go to the hotel. Hopefully, we can check in early. Will you check hotels?

I love you,

HFG
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 7:27 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Since I'll be meeting a friend and going to a museum before massage, we should go to one at some point, so that I can have paraphernalia. I checked the museums; the Met is our best bet, like you said.
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Mon, Jul 2, 2012 at 11:11 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,

That is excellent news.  You just made my week.  I will check hotels.  I will try Waldorf and Hilton.   

My wife got last minute tickets to Stevie Nicks at the Beacon.  I went after rehearsal.  I missed a few songs but saw most of the show.  She must need money.  The band was good and her hits were good.  The crowd went nuts a few times.  She sang some new songs that were lame.  She hardly moved.  It was a little sad.

Have a great night. 

HSNB.

 

 

 

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