Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Saturday, December 13, 2014

Gig I--Seeing The Wife

Sat, Jul 7, 2012 at 10:30 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello Gorgeous,

How are you today?  I am at work.  I hope to leave soon.  I am getting my bike back from the repair shop.  It is a nice day for a ride.  I have karate too.  What are you up too?

By the way, I am still grinning.  You made me so happy yesterday.  I can't stop thinking about you.  I wish I could make love to you again today.

I love you.  Have a great day.

Me
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Saturday, July 7, 2012 12:55 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Good morning my love!

I'm sorry I didn't get to say good-night last night. I got home late and passed out. I woke up today and lay in bed for an hour thinking about you, replaying bits and pieces of what we said, what we did. I've never been this honest with any man before. I guess I really trust you. I had a lot of fun too. I wish we could make love every day.

I got so paranoid about being late that I was 20 minutes early. So, I walked around her neighborhood, and the funny thing was, I was in such a good mood that I wasn't paranoid at all. I was just walking around, looking at people, looking at people looking at me, just la-di-da. And I thought, wow, I'm stoned and I can eat anything I want! So, I bought another one of those cookies I was eating, from Starbucks. It was giant, and I must've inhaled it. It was so good : ) THEN, I decided to tell Agi, that I was having lunch and a museum date with a friend of mine, and what happens, he has a joint. A platonic friend, obviously. If I didn't tell her I was stoned, I would've gotten too paranoid about whether I was behaving normally. Anyway, that massage was amazing! Her fingers were like dancers on my body, truly a performance. If the occasion arises, I have to send you to her at some point.

I hope work wasn't too much. I'm glad you had yesterday off though instead of today : ) And I'm glad you'll work out today. It's so good for one, and you know I'm all for what's good for you : )  AND you better keep that body, because, of course, you're nothing but a sex object to me : )

You took your socks off yesterday : ) I'm very flattered, also gives a new meaning to something knocking one's socks off : )  words and language are the best!

I'm going up with Maureen to her former boyfriend's (he's an Austrian master cabinet maker) beer garden opening upstate. He has a lot of hobbies like hand gliding, and now this. He's going to have a brass band, and get this, an accordion player. That should be interesting.

I just read a review of a movie that we may both like, Oliver Stone's Savages. The NY Times review wasn't too bad. The only issue is that when we do an activity before we make love, it's an effort to concentrate on the activity.

Did you guys decide to keep Slippin' in and Love and Happiness in or get them out? Have a great day too, my love. I hope we can see each other again soon.

Oh, what does the lower case in sSBN stand for?

XOXOXOXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

A very in love HFG
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Sat, Jul 7, 2012 at 3:39 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello gorgeous,

I have replayed yesterday too.  There were so many great moments. 

Work was easy, but boring and a waste of a Saturday morning.  Karate was a lot of fun.  I feel energized.  Now I need to practice.  I am having a really hard time with the end of Bobbie McGee.  I have spent more than an hour practicing a minute and a half worth of music.  It isn't getting easier.

We are not doing either of those songs on Friday.  We will probably work on them for the next show.  We have plenty of material.  There are two rehearsals this week.  I think we will be ready.

Enjoy the brass band.  I love you.

stillSNB
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Saturday, July 7, 2012 9:05 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Hi Love:

I'm sorry that the song isn't quite falling into place. It will though. I hope it already has. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, I can't offer any help on music. But it's music, it should require some work.

Maureen and I are coming to see you play on Friday. She has some kind of ethics seminar on 94the and WEA until 9, and I have massage at 7, so we'll come by at round 9 or so. Will you still be playing then?

Remember the conversation we had about knights in shining armor? That was one of the coolest conversations I've had. Nobody wants to talk about that, but you're right, there are no knights in shining armor, and it's unfair to put the burden on ordinary humans. We're all in the same shit; however, as the saying goes, we might all be standing in the same shit, but some of us are looking up at the stars. Some of us imagine that one of those stars has turned into a human.

The restaurant is good, the food was really good, but I don't know about the location. So, we'll see.

XOXOXO

Me
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Sat, Jul 7, 2012 at 9:21 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,

I made some progress on the song.  I will get it, or at least a way to get through it.  I don't mind working hard.  It is kind of fun.

We play until 10.  We should have a set from 9:15 to 10.  It would be great to see you there.

She knows about us?  That will be a little awkward for me.  We never found a back story.  Have you got any ideas?

I like to think I am looking at the stars.  I have never found much linking humans to stars.  It is a nice thought.  I like to think the best.

I love you,

Me
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Saturday, July 7, 2012 9:05 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I'm glad the song is coming together. Too bad you won't be playing those songs, but I'm sure you'll play a bunch of cool stuff. Tell me some of the stuff you're going to play?

Maureen does know about us. I'm so sorry that it would make it awkward for you. In what way though? I'm actually thinking as of now, no cover story. We don't know each other. That's why it's good that Maureen knows, because if she didn't then she'll be like introduce me to your platonic friend, then how would you and I know each other? Your work? That's the only thing I can think of. My world is full of women and children. If I still worked at the union, yeah. Anyway, if you think your work will fly, we can do that. I was just thinking, we come in, have a drink, listen and leave. Will there be enough people for us to blend in or everyone is some one's friend or relative? If so, then we definitely need a cover story. If, however, we can just be a couple of people who stopped in to have a drink it would be best. Even if either of us looks at the other too long, all your wife will do is chide you for having a roving eye that night. But for us to stand close and talk would be riskier. You're performing so I can look at you, but I know people most of the time look at the singer, so I'll look at her a lot. If you have a solo, I hope you'll play it in the last set. I think I can pull it off, what about you?

Pleasant dreams, my love.

SexySNB's G.

 

 

 

 

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