After Kevin betrayed me, and I ambushed him on that terrible Tuesday, we had to rebuilt trust. Neither of us knew if we would be able to, but we tried. Meeting in the park on Friday afternoon was the first step.
My first email to Kevin on the morning of Monday, August 27, 2012, and one from him later on that day haven’t survived. However, the contents can be surmised from our replies.
Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 10:01 AM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
I
love you too Roya. Sounds like a rough
day. My parents never really needed to
get involved like you do. We had a bus
to bring us home after practice and I don't think there were ever parent
meetings. My day should be uneventful
but very long. It is going to be very
boring.
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 10:32 AM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
I
know what you mean. My parents were NEVER this involved. My mother just
demanded the grades and the accolades.
I
know what you mean about it being too soon. I want you too, so much it hurts,
but I'm scared too. I feel we're like sixteen. I don't want to pressure neither
you nor me, but I can't curb expectation either. Think about it. I'll go along
with whatever decision you make. I just don't want to feel rushed with too
little time. At least not this time.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXXXXXXXXOXOXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOXXXOXOXOXOXXXXXOXO
Me
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 12:04 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hello
HFG,
You
are a good mother. My parents should
have been more involved. As a result,
they indulged themselves and left us a mess.
They never really demanded anything.
They just expected us to be doing things. It didn't seem to matter what, or how
well. I think I turned out pretty well
anyway. My brother and sister on the
other hand came out kind of weird. They
are both so angry.
At
least if we were 16 we could be together in public. You do make me as horny as a 16 year
old. Sometimes I think you look 16. Last tuesday you looked really young. I can't believe how hot you are.
We
should go to the museum. Take a look at
the Met website regarding the exhibit.
There is sort of a dress code and you need to leave your purse in a
locker. It is a very complicated
exhibit.
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXXOOX
SYB
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 12: 26 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Thank
you. I really care about being a very different mother from mine, not to
mention a different woman. That actually is a life-long goal of mine. It's
lucky in a way that your parents didn't care how well you did something. Mine
expected stellar performance at first try! So we were afraid of trying
anything, because obviously one sucks at anything when one first starts.
I
can't believe I have to go get the bus now in this rain to go all the way to
West 56th Street to this hotel called Manhattan Club to pick up that girl.
There was a birthday party at this trapeze place and the family, who lives in
Sleepy Hollow, has gotten this hotel room or suite or whatever for a week or
something. Dismal situation pour moi. Wasn't that funny how I was telling you
stuff in French without thinking that the lesbians at the table next to us might
understand it too?! Good thing everybody is a tourist at the Boathouse café.
I'll
take a look at the met stuff on the bus and email you back.
I
don't know when we'll have a chance to be together then, I'm going to DC on
Friday, getting back on Monday. Tuesday is the first day of school, so I should
be home, but I'm clear for the rest of that week.
So, what should we do after the museum closes
at 5:30?
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 1:08 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Can
we text?
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 1:24 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
The
met experience would be amazing but given that we each have to get our tickets
in person and u can't get there until after 3, Im going to ditch u on the
museums. If u have to be at the gym at
8:30, and I book the massage at 8, we can go to a hotel from what 3:30 so;
we'll have 4 hours. Let's just hang out and make out and not push things. We
make love, we make love, we don't, we don't.
As long as we enjoy each other. What do u think?
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hello
HFG,
I
hope you survived the journey into the city.
You should have had Noah take you in his ark. I expected to see him floating by.
I
will find us a hotel. We can meet at
about 3:30. I will check in and text you
the room number. What part of town
should I look in? I will bring some wine
and weed (and of course latex). You just
bring your hot little self.
XOXOXOX
SYB
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 4:36 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
The
way I feel now, I'm so glad ur taking care of everything. I'm at bloomingdales
with a teenager. Should I bring rolling
paper? Latex for third base?! Presumptuous aren't u :) since I will have
massage at 8 at 72nd and 3rd ave, the closer the better.
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxooooooooo
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 5:13 PM
From:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
Hey HFG,
I
am sorry you are having a tough time.
Bloomingdales makes me crazy under the best of circumstances.
You
should bring paper and filters. We are
supposed to use latex for third base too.
Just sayin, it could be for that.
That said, I can't imagine having you all to myself and not at least
trying to fuck you. I am so pussy
whipped. And if you are still planning
to cut off my balls I hope you will let me have one last experience.
I
will look for a place close to 72nd and third.
XOXOXOX
SYB
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 8:51 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Hey
You Yummy one:
I'll
bring paper and filter. What is third base anyway? First is kissing, second is
feeling someone up, and homebase is homebase. If you want to fuck a willing
naked woman before you, it doesn't make you pussy whipped, it makes you
heterosexual and below 80. But if you're pussy whipped then I worship at the
altar of penis. So...And that's why I would never cut off your balls, that
would be a real shame to cut those balls off. They are extraordinary, which
doesn't mean you should get a swelled head. Why does it always embarrass you
when I talk about them? Do you pretend or does it really? : )
Your
plan sounds great.
I
love you my Kevin. I always will.
XOXOXOXO
HFG
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 9:14 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
You
are pretty yummy yourself HFG. I am
looking forward to fucking you. I am
dreaming of that killer bod of yours. We
need to have some quality time together.
Third
base is oral. I guess I am modest about
my balls. It did give me a swelled
head. You always make me swell. Like I said, pussy whipped.
Have
a great night my love.
A
big fan of you,
SYB
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 10:21 PM
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@
XXXXX.XXX
I
miss you Kevin : )
So
you didn't practice today because you practiced yesterday?
What
did you have for dinner, I promise not to cock my head at you!
Are
you making any kind of preparations for your mom's visit? Why will it be hard
work? Like she'd say or do insensitive stuff? Will your sister take her to her
house for a while, or come visit? How come you're alone for those days? They
sound like good opportunities to me, we should capitalize on that as much as
possible.
XOXOXO
Me
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Mon, Aug 27, 2012 at 11:25 PM
From: Claudia Bonn@
XXXX.XXX
To:
K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
Good-night
Kevin. Sleep tight.
This is a dumb blog, just uninteresting, like watching grass grow.
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