Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Horny & Counting

Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 8:47 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Good morning Roya,

Last night was very nice.  You are so beautiful.  I am glad I got to see you.  It is nice to leave with fresh kisses and hugs.  Of course I waited.  I wanted every last glimpse of your pretty face.

The cab driver wouldn't run the light, but he did turn right from the far left lane.  That was cool.  I love cab drivers.

We will need some serious alone time when I get back.  I want you all to myself, every inch of you, with no distractions.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

SNB
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 11:29 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Good morning my love:

He did turn out to be a very nice cab driver. Although I didn't realize he did that, because I was preoccupied with my hot SNB! We are funny, and I'm afraid not very prudent. We start well, nice friendly hug, then we have wine and we're sitting so close to each other and before you know it, I just have to kiss you. And the rest just goes downhill from there : ) anybody seeing us would know in an instant that we aren't just friends. But I don't think anyone has, so that's good. I liked how you pulled my stool closer to yours so effortlessly, you're so strong. I can't wait to spend time alone with you. I really miss that, kissing you and touching you without worrying about the staff people around us.

I'm having a wide open day today. No one at home. I don't have a car so here I am all day. But I do have a bunch of things to do like finish reading that Barnard volunteer packet. I keep looking to the right of me and there is a slush of papers, to the left of me and a slush of papers. Groan!

And you? Last minute stuff, tying loose ends? Are you going home early today?

I love you. I can't wait to make love to you : )  I miss the parts I don't get to touch in restaurants.

Me.
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 11:49 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I am sorry.  I am just so attracted to you.  It is not that I am not trying.  I totally forget there is a world around us.  I will try to get better at it.

I am leaving after my 12:30 meeting.  I have about a billion things to do before tomorrow.  I want to try to go the gym tonight too.  I am not bringing a guitar with me so I have to practice as well.

It is not just that I am strong.  It helps that you are tiny.  That is such a turn on.  I can't wait to have my way with you.  We will have to work something out quickly when I get back.  Too bad we couldn't keep our date today. 

You touch those parts in restaurants too, just sayin'.
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 1:49 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I am sorry.  I am just so attracted to you.  It is not that I am not trying.  I totally forget there is a world around us.  I will try to get better at it.

Please don't get better at it; it would be most frustrating : )

It is not just that I am strong.  It helps that you are tiny.  That is such a turn on.  I can't wait to have my way with you.  We will have to work something out quickly when I get back.  Too bad we couldn't keep our date today.  Well yes, that is disappointing, but we'll have our time and the waiting can make it even more fun.

You touch those parts in restaurants too, just sayin. 

That's true : ) but somehow it just ain't the same!

Have a great work out and practice session. Let me know if you're around tonight after all is done. I love you Kevin.

XOXOXO

HFG
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 5:29 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I could be making love to you right now.  Your beautiful naked body below mine.  Your gorgeous smooth legs tossed over my right shoulder.  My hands would be on your shoulders, our eyes locked together.  A beautiful smile on your face.  I would be moving in and out of you.  Slowly so I could enjoy every inch of your tight wet pussy.  I would be so happy.  I would thrust harder and harder until I came inside of you.  It would feel so great.  All of the stress and tension of our lives would fall away as I collapse on top of you.  We would feel like one.  Like there is no skin between us.  It is the greatest feeling in the world.  I love you Roya.
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 9:24 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

OK, then are you trying to make sure I won't talk to any other boys while you're gone? If so, it works. What prompted this? It must've been the work out, all those endorphins coursing through your body. There is never any skin between us, even from miles away. For me too, merging with you is the greatest feeling in the world.

Maggie called, so we met for drinks and tapas. I did nothing but talk about you. I love talking about you, and I'm happy she listens, and enjoys. She has a phone date coming up. We went through the guy's profile on eHarmony. He seems very promising, so I'm keeping my figures crossed. Meanwhile, my friend from CA isn’t coming to her father's funeral CT, and is having an affair with a Mexican barrio lord. Go figure. Life is wonderfully exciting.

I want to be with you so much I can taste it. I want you inside me. The next 9 days are going to be very, very long.

XOXOXOXO

HFG
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Tue, Jul 31, 2012 at 11:02 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I am so horny!  I want to jump your bones in the most intense way.  Seeing you yesterday got my endorphins going.  9 days will seem like an eternity.  I am really looking forward to seeing you.  I want to be all wrapped up in Roya.

It is great you have someone to talk to.  I don't.  I want to brag about you.  It is a little frustrating.

You sure know some interesting characters.  How does she even know Mexican Barrio Lord?

XOXOXOX

SNB.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

 

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