Almost four years ago, I fell in love for the first time--twenty-five years too late--and began an affair. Over the years, Kevin and I have met several times a week and email several times a day. I have kept almost all of the emails that I sent to him and that he sent to me. Along the way, there has been laughter and tenderness and heat...and heartache.

This blog is the posting of our daily emails. It chronicles the lives of two people over a four year period so far, and tells the story of our burgeoning love against the backdrop of New York City.

The names and addresses have been changed to protect the innocent; the rest is 100% real.

The daily update structure helps keep the blog as authentic as possible as well as living up to its title. It also strives to provide the reader with the kind of pleasure that a soap opera offers--a daily dose of voyeuristic fun.

Please begin at the beginning, otherwise, little will make sense.

Enjoy.




Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Virtual Blow Job

*NOTE
During Kevin's annual week-long trip to Minnesota to visit his mother and in-laws, we exchanged fewer emails, but we still managed to connect. The emails and chat below cover the one week period from Wednesday, August 1 to Wednesday, August 8.

Wed, Aug 1, 2012 8:33 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I am off.  I love you.  See you soon.

SNB
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Wed, Aug 1, 2012 at 9: 31 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

God's speed. Have a safe flight(s) and most importantly fun.

I love you too. I'll be counting the days until you get back.

HFG : )
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Wed, Aug 1, 2012 at 10:52 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Trip from hell.  I will tell you all about it when I see you.  Funeral is tomorrow.  Sweet dreams my love.
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Wed, Aug 1, 2012 at 11:51 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I MISS YOU! I think about you all the time. I want a giant orgasm when you get back.
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Thu, Aug 2, 2012 at 9:08 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I miss you too.  I like the way you think.  Let's work on that orgasm together.  It will be the perfect way for us to reconnect.  I have been thinking about you  constantly.  I want to hold you and kiss you and feel you in my arms.  I want to stare into your beautiful eyes and tell you I love you.

Take care of yourself my love.  You are in my thoughts.

SNB
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Thu, Aug 2, 2012 at 9:25 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

It will the perfect way for us to reconnect. Are you drinking beer and hollering out of vee-hicles like a proper hick? Today is the funeral. So, if you're going to be in a French movie I hope you'll get to make some pithy observations and gather interesting stories.

I love you Kevin. I can't wait to see you, and hear you, touch you and smell you and taste you. I want to fill all my senses with you.

HFG
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Fri, Aug 3, 2012 at 9:55 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello beautiful woman,


How are you today?  We are headed for the woods.  It is raining so we are in no hurry. 
 
I love you Roya.  Take care.
 
SNB
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Fri, Aug 3, 2012 at 11:17 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Hello beautiful man:
 
I hope you haven't been eaten by the bears : ) and in a way I do, because you've gone too far. In this time that I have a chance to think I realized something very funny. For me too hair is very important. I love bangs. I have seen my first crush when I was 7. It's something I never out grew and it's really hard to find at our age : )  Now, if you ever wanted to break up with me, you would start sleeking your hair up : ) I missy you like crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sat, Aug 4, 2012 at 1:26 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
I miss you too.
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Sun, Aug 5, 2012 at 9:18 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Hey you:
 
I didn't expect to hear from you until at least Sunday night when you said you get back from the woods. I guess there is some connectivity then : ) I was wondering whether you had taken your laptop, but I guess you haven't. Mud is good; it's liberating. It's also good for your skin : )  drinking is liberating too, though not as good for your skin.
 
I'm trying to enjoy the last weeks of freedom. I've made plans to see friends for dinners, mostly parents of the girls' friends who are in the same boat as us. My husband's niece arrives today to stay until Wednesday, so I'll take her and the baby around. I like her, so barring running after a 14 month old, it should be fun.
 
XOXOXO
 
R.
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Mon, Aug 6, 2012 at 2:55 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
Hello HFG,
 
This computer is ancient.  It is moving very slowly.  I have been waiting for almost 20 minutes before I could even start.
 
How are you?  I just got back from riding a horse.  It was fun.  Time to run. The weather is great.  It is cool.  The bugs are not bad either.  I am so ready to come home now.  I have been gone too long.  My mother in law is doing well.  I think she wants some time to herself.  The rest of the family is determined to keep her from being alone.  It is an interesting dynamic.  Otherwise, they wouldn't really care if she were alone as long as they didn't have to deal with her.  The weekend at the cabin had some drama to it, but all in all I had a nice time.  The food was awful.  I managed to get enough.
I did see a bear.  A little cub ran across the street.  Not much wildlife otherwise though.  Not sure where all the critters are hiding.  I was up late by a fire last night.  An egret walked right past me.  Of course my camera was nowhere to be found.
 
I miss you. 
 
XOXOXO
 
SNB
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Mon, Aug 6, 2012 at 11:17 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
This computer is ancient.  It is moving very slowly.  I have been waiting for almost 20 minutes before I could even start.
I'm very flattered that you went through this hardship : )
 
How are you?  I just got back from riding a horse.  It was fun. 
I envy you. I always thought it would be fun to gallop on horseback through a vast space. But I guess that will have to wait until the next lifetime. Did you cantor or was there room to gallop?  I would've liked to ride behind you, mostly so that I could've wrapped my arms around your waist, and relinquished all thought and sensation except pleasure.
 
Time to run.
What do you mean by Time to run? Run where? Why? Or just run for the fun of it? 
 
The food was awful.  I managed to get enough.
If it were awful, why is it a good thing to manage to get enough? Wasn't there enough of it?
 
I did see a bear.  A little cub ran across the street.  Not much wildlife otherwise though.  Not sure where all the critters are hiding.  I was up late by a fire last night.  An egret walked right past me.  Of course my camera was nowhere to be found.
Seeing the bear must've been so much fun. It must've been so cute. I wonder why it was alone. Egrets, are cool too. Birds are never as cool as mammals, but still it sound quite exotic for NYC.
 
It hasn't been too much fun. I want to do my own stuff, but have to entertain my niece and her little 14 month old. The baby is cute but at a very hard age. She isn't old enough to do stuff with like go to the movies or even the children's museum, but she isn't an infant who sleeps or just sits somewhere. She is a toddler who constantly toddles and is going through a very exploratory phase where someone has to watch her 24/7, every second except when she is asleep. She can be occupied by herself for about 10 minutes at a time. And my niece is pregnant with the second one. More power to them. So, glad to be done with that stage. Tomorrow we're going lunching and shopping for maternity clothes. I look forward to wine at lunch and the thought that it won't be me who'll need those clothes soon! Hopefully, those will get me through the day. And the fact that she's leaving on Wednesday. I like her tremendously, the only reason I agreed to the visit at all, but boy children are hard work. Wow, what a rant!
 
Hope you're enjoying the peace and quiet of your vacation : )

I miss you.  I miss you too Kevin. More than I should.
 
XOXOXOXO XOXOXOXOXO
 
SNB Me
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Tues, Aug7, 2012 at 10:40 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Good morning SNB:
 
Thanks for a very clear email. And the fact that you braved the ancient computer to write, or perhaps you found a speedier one.
 
That's hilarious about the food. There is always this romance about catching fresh fish, scaling and eating it right there. Once in Brazil, I had that, right there on the beach. The fish was fresh, but not caught in front of me, but they prepared it so simply with just little oil, salt and pepper. It was the best fish I've ever had. But when I see people fishing off the rivers here, it makes my skin crawl because the water is so polluted. Is that why it was yuck or just badly prepared?
 
Vegetables when gross can be very gross, especially if they are over-cooked. That's why it's important for healthy food to taste good if it is to compete which junk food. I hate it when people do weird stuff to food, like block carbs. I never heard of it, but wasn't there a potato chip brand that was fat free like that, it had something in it to prevent the absorption of fat by the body, and it gave people diarrhea? Why not enjoy spaghetti the way it should be, but eat a smaller portion and not a pot of it? Now, ends my pontification about food! : ) You know how opinionated I am about that.
 
I've never seen an egret in Central Park! What a dunce! I remember polar bears and penguins at the zoo there but no egrets! I just remember them from a volunteer project on Brazil I was doing for the school some years back.
 
The exhibit should be interesting. Too bad Rembrandt's Lucretia isn't bare chested : ). But it's really evocative. Such sadness in her eyes. What a sad story, but if she was real and her rape turned the monarchy into a republic then it served a purpose at least. I too hope they will have a lot of his good paintings. Enjoy!
 
If you miss me just the right amount, then it has to be less than I'm missing you. Now, get out of that one, slick. Maybe the S in SNB should stand for a new word : )
 
I'm off to buy maternity clothes. Thankfully, not for me. Although I miss my little trouble makers. They've been away for a long time. I'm sure I'll eat my words though the minute they get home : )
 
I love you, lots.
 
HFG
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Tue, Aug 7, 2012 at 1:20 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
I braved the ancient computer.  It was my only option.
 
The fish was fresh from the lake which is clean.  I just don't like that kind of fish.
 
The "S" and the "N" at some point need to be replaced.  You however are still hot so your nickname doesn't have to change.
 
Have fun shopping.  I miss you.  Just the right amount includes just slightly more than you.
 
There are lots of cool birds in the park.  It is one of the most varied bird populations in the world.  You can find egrets and herons around the various lakes and ponds.  There are swans too.  I will show you some of them next time we go.
 
I am off to Minneapolis now.  We just got back from a short horseback ride.  I jumped a few things.  I like getting the horse off the ground like that.  It is a cool feeling.
 
I love you Roya.  Have a great day.
 
SNB
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Tue, Aug 7, 2012 at 10:52 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Hello HFG,
I am thinking about how gorgeous you are.  I love you Roya.  I miss you.

SNB
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Tue, Aug 7, 2012 at 10:56 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I love you too : )

That kind of fish, tells me nothing. What kind of fish? use an adjective or a noun : )

I would love to see those birds the next time we're in the park. I'll bring binoculars. I see hawks around us. It's very cool. I only know blue jays, cardinals and robins. But I hear there are many more. I think I've seen the swans. They're lovely, but I hear aggressive. I don't know if that's true.

I had a pleasant day hanging out with Sonia. We walked from 60th and Lex all the way to 93rd and Mad and back. We missed a lot of the maternity stores, because we would walk right by them, talking, then be too exhausted to turn back. The baby behaved well. She's a good baby and we and others paid her a lot of attention. But her mom sometimes shuts her up with food, so I hope it won't be a problem in the future. It was fun, but also very tiring entertaining a 14 month old. I think I rather entertain a 46 year old. They are so much fun at that age : ) What do you think, SNB? 

Btw, very good reply on the missing issue : ) I think we should keep the slick and alternate depending on your behavior. Then it means you're in pain? Because what is love without pain? But then you don't watch as many French movies.

I miss you very much, Shiny.

HFG

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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 12:03 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Yucky fish, does that help?  Lake fish is very gamey.  It has too much fish taste to it.  I like my fish very light.

One of the swans in central park killed a small dog owned by Donna Karan.  It held the dog underwater until it drowned.  I think they are very aggressive, as are geese.

I think you need to entertain me soon.  I sure would like to entertain you.  Let's entertain each other very soon. 

I do not live in a french movie.  Let's skip the pain.  I vote we just do the fun part.  Leave the pain for the French.  I am not good at meaningful glances anyway.

XOXO

SNB
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 12:27 AM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Yucky fish, does that help?  Lake fish is very gamey.  It has too much fish taste to it.  I like my fish very light.
Yes, Taciturn, it definitely helps : )
 
One of the swans in central park killed a small dog owned by Donna Karan.  It held the dog underwater until it drowned.  I think they are very aggressive, as are geese.
How did I know that you would have a gruesome story about swans?! When I was writing it, I thought I bet Kevin has a gruesome story about swans. This is on par with the dying man on your birthday. Remind me to never let you near small children. I try never to cross any geese, although thank goodness I haven't been attacked yet.
 
I think you need to entertain me soon.  I sure would like to entertain you.  Let's entertain each other very soon. 
 
I do not live in a French movie.  Let's skip the pain.  I vote we just do the fun part.  Leave the pain for the French.  I am not good at meaningful glances anyway.  
When there is no pain, there is no depth. But, OK, let's stick to pleasure.
 
So, tell me how you'll entertain me, Kevin? : )
 
XOXOXOXOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
 
H&BFG  (when are we seeing each other?!!!)
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 1:16 AM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

Friday afternoon.  I will get a hotel room. 

I plan to use your smoking hot body to entertain me.  In the process, I hope to entertain you.  I have decided that going down on you is best if you are on your back.  It gives me the best access.  Let's work on that.  It deserves special attention.  I want to make sure I have the correct spots.  You deserve special treatment.  I want to kiss you a lot and rub my body all over your hot body.  You have such great legs.  I want them wrapped around my waist and then up over my shoulder.  You make me so horny.

Note that none of the stories involve gruesome acts on my part.  That said, I will appreciate any effort you can make to spare me small children.  It is most gracious of you.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 1:41 AM 

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

You're so funny!

Are you talking about this Friday or next Friday? This Friday, I will have to fetch the girls from camp, wash their clothes and pack them up again for a week of soccer camp. So, this whole week-end is gone.  It would've been really nice to have been free, since you are, right? But unfortunately it will have to be next week. What about Tuesday? Unless you meant next Friday, which is fine, but forever.

As you know, I'm all for working on, practicing and exploring all sorts of stuff. I don't particularly like to be on top for anything when I'm making love for a variety of reasons, so flat on my back is just fine with me. I can't wait to feel your touch. 

And I thank you for no gruesome stories  : )

I miss you so much. Goodnight.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

on second thought, you want to switch to chat?
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 1:44 AM
 
Hello
You're there! : )
Yes.
How is your mom?
Good.
She cooked for me.
: ) what did she cook?
Scallops. They were really good.
I'm sure, she is a chef. Where are you?
In the guest bedroom.
You smoked?
Just started. You?
Yes, thankfully. Are you lying in bed?
Yes.
Naked?
Just my tighty whities and t-shirt.
I wish I were there.
That would be nice.
I would slide in under the covers next to you.
I would like that.
I would reach inside your underwear and pull out your cock.
Then I will put the tip into my mouth. I want more but you won't give it to me.
That would feel so good.
I will lick the head really slowly then run my tongue up and the down the slit on the underside.
I'm going to cup your balls in my hand.
You know what I like.
They're so huge. The biggest I have ever seen. They're amazing.
You're amazing.
I'm going to massage them in my palm while you push your cock deeper into my mouth.
Nice and slow
Mmm, I love it when you fuck my mouth.
I love it too baby.
Can you feel my mouth? So warm and wet around your cock?
Sucking really hard?
I'm pushing my cock deep inside you mouth. My hands are in your gorgeous hair.
I love sucking your cock. Mm, I can taste your precum on my tongue.
You know how to take care of me.
I'm sucking harder. I want you to cum in my mouth... I love tasting you...
...
I can't wait until Tuesday.
We will have an awesome time.
Yes, we will.
Goodnight my love.
Goodnight the hottest woman on earth.
Sweet Dreams
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 9:49 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

 Wake up!

 Hello HFB! (Hot Fucking Boyfriend)

 That was fun last night, unexpected so even more fun. You were up late for you. Rembrandt today?

 XOXOXO

 HFG.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 3:38 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

 Hello HFG,

How are you?  I just got back from the Rembrandt exhibit.  It was huge.  I enjoyed it.  There was a lot of discussion about attributing works to him or his students. 

I enjoyed last night too.  I was just about to give up.  You got me all worked up.  I am so in to you.  I love you.

Tuesday will be great.  I am really looking forward to it.  We need to spend some time together.

 XOXOXO

 SNB
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 5:24 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

Did your mom come with you to the exhibit? Is your brain now inches deeper and a pound heavier? : )  Ooooh, that must be a heavy head to carry around. Glad you enjoyed it. Old Rem did well with the chiaroscuro. I always liked that word since I learned it years ago. It's as pretentious as vernissage. If I tell people I'm going to my cousin's vernissage in Oct do you think they will even know what the hell I'm talking about? A poet in the NYer did a nice job with the word related to the truth. 

I've been fucking around with my ipod all day. Erased the classical and the Christmas songs, so now I have to go dig in the basement for the Christmas songs albums to put them back on. The computer keeps corrupting the files since it isn't a Mac. Whatever.

At least I put my Patsy Cline stuff back on. Now, old Pats knows pain. So, see it isn't only for French movies. Our own country music is full of bellyaching! I do like her. Ah, melancholy!

Now, I'll get on the treadmill after three very well made bloody marys and see how that goes. I'm meeting my friend Pamela (the other Irish one) for dinner tonight at 8 to celebrate her b-day.

I made a reservation at the Hotel Wales for Tuesday, early check in request at 1. I will stop by on Monday and make sure all is fine. It's my turn, remember? I'm sorry, it's far for you, but getting home won't be too bad. I'll bring everything, and feed you vegetables, you have no choice, you just bring the bod : )

XOXOXOXO

Me.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 7:48 PM

From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX

I have a big head.  I would like to think that is because it is full of info.  Probably just full of pot smoke at this point. My mom did come.  It was a lot of walking for her.  She is in really bad shape.

That is a great word.  I am a big fan of Caravaggio and LaTour.  They were the masters of that.

I am very excited about Tuesday.  I want to get naked with you.  We have lots of catching up to do.  I love you so much.  These long periods apart make me crazy.  You are so beautiful.  I want to look at you all the time.  Of course touching you is even better.  Have a great night.  I love you.  I will check in later if I am up.  Maybe we can chat.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 11:28 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX

I have a big head.  I would like to think that is because it is full of info. 
That's one of the things I really, really like about you.

Probably just full of pot smoke at this point.
That too : ) but hey we could be on Prozac. 

My mom did come.  It was a lot of walking for her.  She is in really bad shape.
I think it's absolutely wonderful you and your mom going together. It's great that you are spending time with her.  The exhibit was supposed to be pretty big, right? So, it can be tiring for anyone. Is she in just bad shape or bad health?

That is a great word.  I am a big fan of Caravaggio and La Tour.  They were the masters of that.
I read this article about cancer treatment research having to do with the immune system, and now that I have Piggy on my lap as I type, I feel so badly for those mice being infected with cancer. Even if this type of research is the most valid kind out there. I hope at least they make them as unaware as possible. The rodent is eating my gold bracelet. That can't be good, but I don't have the heart to stop him. I hope he doesn't pee on me. He does that sometimes. They can't be toilet trained.

I am very excited about Tuesday.  I want to get naked with you.  We have lots of catching up to do.  I love you so much.  These long periods apart make me crazy.  You are so beautiful.  I want to look at you all the time.  Of course touching you is even better. 
These periods make me crazy too. I miss you so much. But keep your expectations low that way you'll have a better time : ) Like I didn't think I would hear from you as often, so it's really doubly nice. Good night my Kevin. Sweet dreams.

 


 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 


 


 
  

 


 
 
 
 
 
Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 12:38 AM
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 


Chat:
Hello
You're there! : )
Yes. How are you?
Good
That's nice to hear.
How is your mom?
Good.
She cooked for me.
: ) what did she cook?
Scallops. They were really good.
I'm sure, she is a chef. Where are you?
In the guest bedroom.
You smoked?
Just started. You?
Yes, thankfully. Are you lying in bed?
Yes.
Naked?
Just my thightie whities and t-shirt.
I wish I were there.
That would be nice.
I would slide in under the covers next to you.
I would like that.
I would reach inside your underwear and pull out your cock.
Then I will put the tip into my mouth. I want more but you won't give it to me.
That would feel so good.
I will lick the head really slowly then run my tongue up and the down the slit on the underside.
I'm going to cup your balls in my hand.
You know what I like.
They're so huge. The biggest I have ever seen. They're amazing.
You're amazing.
I'm going to massage them in my palm while you push your cock deeper into my mouth.
Nice and slow
Mmm, I love it when you fuck my mouth.
I love it too baby.
Can you feel my mouth? So warm and wet around your cock?
Sucking really hard?
I'm pushing my cock deep inside you mouth. My hands are in your gorgeous hair.
I love sucking your cock. Mm, I can taste your precum on my tongue.
You know how to take care of me.
I'm sucking harder. I want you to cum in my mouth... I love tasting you...
...
I can't wait until Tuesday.
We will have an awesome time.
Yes, we will.
Goodnight my love.
Goodnight the hottest woman on earth.
Sweet Dreams
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 9:49 AM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Wake up!
 
Hello HFB! (Hot Fucking Boyfriend)
 
That was fun last night, unexpected so even more fun. You were up late for you. Rembrandt today?
 
XOXOXO
 
HFG.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 3:38 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
Hello HFG,
 
How are you?  I just got back from the Rembrandt exhibit.  It was huge.  I enjoyed it.  There was a lot of discussion about attributing works to him or his students. 
 
I enjoyed last night too.  I was just about to give up.  You got me all worked up.  I am so in to you.  I love you.
 
Tuesday will be great.  I am really looking forward to it.  We need to spend some time together.
 
XOXOXO
 
SNB
________________________________________________________
Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 5:24 PM
 
From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
Did your mom come with you to the exhibit? Is your brain now inches deeper and a pound heavier? : )  Ooooh, that must be a heavy head to carry around. Glad you enjoyed it. Old Rem did well with the chiaroscuro. I always liked that word since I learned it years ago. It's as pretentious as vernissage. If I tell people I'm going to my cousin's vernissage in Oct do you think they will even know what the hell I'm talking about? A poet in the NYer did a nice job with the word related to the truth. 
 
I've been fucking around with my ipod all day. Erased the classical and the Christmas songs, so now I have to go dig in the basement for the Christmas songs albums to put them back on. The computer keeps corrupting the files since it isn't a Mac. Whatever.
 
At least I put my Patsy Cline stuff back on. Now, old Pats knows pain. So, see it isn't only for French movies. Our own country music is full of bellyaching! I do like her. Ah, melancholy!
 
Now, I'll get on the treadmill after three very well made bloody marys and see how that goes. I'm meeting my friend Pamela (the other Irish one) for dinner tonight at 8 to celebrate her b-day.
 
I made a reservation at the Hotel Wales for Tuesday, early check in request at 1. I will stop by on Monday and make sure all is fine. It's my turn, remember? I'm sorry, it's far for you, but getting home won't be too bad. I'll bring everything, and feed you vegetables, you have no choice, you just bring the bod : )
 
XOXOXOXO
 
Me.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 7:48 PM
 
From: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
To: Claudia Bonn@ XXXXX.XXX
 
I have a big head.  I would like to think that is because it is full of info.  Probably just full of pot smoke at this point. My mom did come.  It was a lot of walking for her.  She is in really bad shape.

 
That is a great word.  I am a big fan of Caravaggio and LaTour.  They were the masters of that.
 
I am very excited about Tuesday.  I want to get naked with you.  We have lots of catching up to do.  I love you so much.  These long periods apart make me crazy.  You are so beautiful.  I want to look at you all the time.  Of course touching you is even better.  Have a great night.  I love you.  I will check in later if I am up.  Maybe we can chat.
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Wed, Aug 8, 2012 at 11:28 PM

From: Claudia Bonn@ XXXX.XXX
To: K<dancing.midnight@XXXXX.XXX
 
I have a big head.  I would like to think that is because it is full of info.  It is full of info.
That's one of the things I really, really like about you.
 
Probably just full of pot smoke at this point.
That too : ) but hey we could be on Prozac. 
 
My mom did come.  It was a lot of walking for her.  She is in really bad shape.
I think it's absolutely wonderful you and your mom going together. It's great that you are spending time with her.  The exhibit was supposed to be pretty big, right? So, it can be tiring for anyone. Is she in just bad shape or bad health?
 
That is a great word.  I am a big fan of Caravaggio and La Tour.  They were the masters of that.
I read this article about cancer treatment research having to do with the immune system, and now that I have Piggy on my lap as I type, I feel so badly for those mice being infected with cancer. Even if this type of research is the most valid kind out there. I hope at least they make them as unaware as possible. The rodent is eating my gold bracelet. That can't be good, but I don't have the heart to stop him. I hope he doesn't pee on me. He does that sometimes. They can't be toilet trained.
 
I am very excited about Tuesday.  I want to get naked with you.  We have lots of catching up to do.  I love you so much.  These long periods apart make me crazy.  You are so beautiful.  I want to look at you all the time.  Of course touching you is even better. 
These periods make me crazy too. I miss you so much. But keep your expectations low that way you'll have a better time : ) Like I didn't think I would hear from you as often, so it's really doubly nice. Good night my Kevin. Sweet dreams.
 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 

 

 

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